It is funny how flexible or uncertain my ideas can be. I say it as I think of how many times malice has taken over me and made me see human beings at their worse, like when you unite all their bad habits and cruel actions and no longer trust anyone. In fact, you shall not really trust anyone, not even yourself if you are vulnerable and lack self-control. Life has many dilemmas and some of them are solitude and togetherness. I tell you, if you spend too much time with people conflicts will arise. Sometimes, conflicts that makes you long for isolation. In the other hand if you isolate yourself for too long you get overwhelmed by loneliness. Balance is the obvious answer here, but for me, the solution would be thinking less.

Vertigo

Viaduc des Fades (railway) 1909 - 2009
Often with humans, both good and bad, my senses simply shut off, they get tired, I give up. I am polite. I nod. I pretend to understand because I don't want anybody to be hurt. That is the one weakness that has lead me into the most trouble. Trying to be kind to others I often get my soul shredded into a kind of spiritual pasta. No matter. My brains shuts off. I listen. I respond. And they are too dumb to know I am not there. - Hollywood