Hi, I'm a bit glad to know some of you share the same thoughts. So, it is Christmas and it's happy time, right. Therefore I will fake positivism, ha no, actually I'm cool today. I had a quite normal day, a day that I probably won't remember later on. But it wasn't so bad. And tomorrow is Friday, and weekend means ' GREATNESS'. Except for Sundays, Sundays are depressing and boring. Oh by the way, someone asked me how I keep my skin looking good, so the last picture is a proof of how bad it is, three spots. It is not a recent picture though. I should drink more water, but I forget to do so, mainly because I don't feel thirsty which is weird. Also these pictures aren't recent I just had them here. I've got to get a roll of film developed soon. But I also have some digital pictures I took these past weeks.

You know what, well let me tell you up front that I will be pretty negative in this post and that is because I feel like writing what I feel at the moment. I feel really tired, I feel tired of saying the word 'tired'. I don't know, I get this bad feeling about days, and life. Sometimes I don't even know how to explain it properly. I get tired of this blog, and of myself and people and I don't know what to do. I don't longer know what I really like, or how I want my life to be. And the worst thing, I get annoyed by positive people that generally says 'oh, stop complaining life is great, you gotta go for what you want and be happy'. Oh screw that, if I sound dramatic or depressing I don't longer care, at least not today not at this very second. I might walk into the kitchen to eat a toast and all of the sudden I will feel inspired and bloody happy. Of course this is very unlikely to happen. But who knows! I'm just tired of feeling tired and not physically. But in the other hand I'm okay emotionally. So I don't know what the heck is wrong with me. I wish I was normal. I wish I wouldn't think too much about life.. and I wish I would care a little less or perhaps I should care a little more. Sometimes I wish I could change my name, move out of the city and dye my hair black with bangs, and act totally different.I might do it someday or maybe not. In the mean time I'll be myself.

I don’t care about anyone, and the feeling is quite obviously mutual.

I have been so lazy to carry my camera out, and take outfit pictures or even portraits, so I have been photographing this kinda of things. I know it is a bit repetitive. But that is all I've got to show you ha! By the way that cute vintage lipstick is from Boots. So I'm dressed, perhaps not really prepared to face the cold outside. Soon I gotta go get the train to go to university,I might get a coffee, read my book and listen to music, and this song is part of my soundtrack along with Elvis, The Everly Brothers, Frankie Lymon and Connie Francisssss. a song

If you gotta go, go now..

24th of November 2011.

When the sun don't shine.

I stare at the cloudy sky.

I feel tired, it seems that doesn't matter how early I wake up, time won't be enough. It goes by so bloody fast and it makes me tired. I tell you something city life is not good as it seems, especially when are getting older and have no much enthusiasm. Oh I know I am not old at all. However, I'm really enthusiastic to lay down on bed. x

Retrospective volume one

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Hello there. So I have found some old photographs from my old blog which I got it deleted and I decided to post them in this blog. Summer 2008/2009